I lose track of the incidents

what happens I do not know?

much takes place without my knowledge

I am in  the dark  most times

not aware of the recent developments

much takes place in my absence.

I am being left out  as often

not abreast of the details in full

kept away from the  progress.

I am away from the rest

both in mind and in the body

absolutely  distanced  from the show.

Could that be  a bane or a boon?

I really do not know as such

I am away in body and in spirit. as much.

I made a repeat intentionally

as of being away all the more

am in peace all through .